What Does It take for You???

I don’t consider it a problem… I consider it more of being kept engaged or challenged….

When I got to ride the flight simulator at Vance AFB, I knew I wanted to take flying lessons… even though I was, at the time, terrified of heights…

When I did take flying lessons, I found all of it challenging… the vision, being able to distinguish between a road and river, wearing blinders while flying, which really freaked me out and the communication… it always sounded like the person in the tower had a mouth full of marbles… but the real trouble started, not with the math and slide rule… it started with landing…

I did most of the other task in flying okay, except the math… but when I was doing touch an go’s, I found I had weakness in my legs, when I pushed the pedals and you need those pedals to slow down an other things… but I didn’t have control of my limbs… I was only 31 years old an had been out of the Air Force for about 2 years…

I took those flying lessons to get over my fear of heights… which it didn’t work, just a FYI… getting my memories back cured my fear of heights… did zip line things last year… but the flying showed me I had a physical weakness and shouldn’t have one… because according to mommy dearest, nothing ever happened to me as a child… but Peggy got slapped once…

I gave up on the flying, because I was awful at the math an always confused with the slide rule… but the physical weakness, that reminder would show up again… but I tried flying, it didn’t impact my fear of heights, but it showed me my limitations for the first time in my life… at 31 years old… with a supposed healthy body….

So what does it take for you, to try and fail, accept the failure as a victory and move on???

I taught myself to rebuild computers… I taught myself to cook and sew… I taught myself how to do most everything I do… an once I have it down… I get bored an move on…

That’s where I’m at with the blog… wondering what it’s going to take for me to hit delete on Adorable Spite…

We accomplished a lot today, tomorrow we finish moving the last of the stuff and we wait for our road trip to buy flooring and start the fun all over again… It will be nice, that flooring makes the house feel cooler, because of the cool cement foundation, carpet, keeps it to warm and this is Hawaii…

Bangers today… children in mens bodies, they bully because they can an will… an I lay you odds or a lobster dinner… they be religious… such good followers of the faith, what ever voodoo that is….

Have a good one, hot shower, feet up and early bed an hope I’m not yelling at some dumb ass in the middle of the night…

Adorable Spite… looking for her forever home…

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