It was Always Herniated…

It has always been herniated, since the first spinal cord injury at around 16 months old, is my guess by the hairbrush beating… I was a toddler, so get over exact dates…

I can’t do, what I have always been able to do, dislocate my mandible and drop my jaw down when it’s open for dental work… one of the biggest reason’s I didn’t eat fruit of any kind that required a wide bite… I would not be able to get the jaw unlocked… because it has become locked before, when I can’t remember…

I say all this, because I have been doing the exercise for my mouth muscles and this helps to relax things, so you don’t clench your jaw or grind your teeth… takes lots of meditation an practice, but it is achievable…

Since the 3 disc in my neck went back in place… I can’t drop my mandible, in fact, I can’t open wide at all… an that is what I remember from childhood, before the boob beating and near death… that had Larry, Peggy & Freda involved…

I would have been about 8 years old and the Bay of Pigs was happening, because Don was TDY to participate in the invasion… an one of those front page pictures that shows the bruises all over an on my neck, that was the after, what they did to me, left behind….

Anyhow… what this tells me.. an it explains why the myelopathy, neuropathy and stenosis all started so young… spinal cord injury… and each time they hurt me, they displaced my neck… so after the 8 year old beating… my neck has been herniated for 56 years??? Give or take a year…. just not to the degree it was, when El Paso VA nearly killed me… that was the worse hernia… 3 disc out of place, 5, 6 & 7 in my neck…

I have memory of having issues with eating apples and not being able to bite into big huge burgers us yanks like and just a host of other problems down the years and all of a sudden…. my neck is in alignment and my jaw and bite are as close to normal as they will ever be and they are doing my surgery and implants in a couple months…

Want to talk about the luck of the Irish.??? My neck popped back into place, sometime in Jan or Feb, it’s in the blog… just wow on how things work out in my life… just when I needed my maxillary and mandible to be in proper alignment….

Yep, fell in that bucket of christian shit called beat the child to death and came out smelling like a magnolia….

Did you know that most orchids don’t have an odor.???

Just a memory that needed to be locked down, so that if anything like this happens again… I got a diary to read, so doctors don’t experiment on me… but if we are staying put, these kids already know my case history, so it’s all good… I make them all giggle, kid you not, including the dentist… it’s a gift…

lots of evil emojis……………..

Adorable Spite…. looking for her Aloha forever home…

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