Is that why you do it??? Pray???

Outside, in the sun for a few minutes and checking out a very old avocado tree on our property that is dropping fruit and nice big ones at that… too bad we don’t eat that much… Need to put a sign, saying take please… such a waste…

An I realize in that thought process, maybe that is why people pray, because they hope for a certain outcome, in something they have no control over, so they pray, so they can own control… over what ever it is they pray about… so is that why you do it??? Pray??? Because you gave up on hope and decided ownership was better???

Hope has always been a part of my world, god, not so much, because, I gave up on the invisible friend thing, a couple decades ago… I was ready to own my life, not have some man made god Falwell says the know all to end all… while he sips champagne on a yacht…

But hope is only as good as the people in your world… because what they hope for an believe in, may be nothing like what you hope for an believe in… and thus comes the simple thing about life…

It boils down to choices…

Hubby an I finally made a choice and for once in over a year, we are both good with the choice we made for ourselves… because the hope we had, died with the choices someone else made… so, we had to move on and continue our growth and hope, that someday…

Reality won’t be on face book or twitter or tik tok or instagram or any other social media platform that is doing nothing more than selling snake oil…

Every generation has to go through the snake oil dance… our kids are no different and because of that… our hope has turned into a choice and it’s one we are both, surprisingly happy with… an we are already planning our next move…

On Hawaii…

Aloha…. an banger’s 0… me, yelling rape 2….

Adorable Spite… over the people who believe in magic and not reality…

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