Confidence in what they are saying….???

When I went into the Air Force, I was 23 years old an as Naive as you can possibly get… even though I had 2 children, been married twice… all before entering the military, I still didn’t have a clue about life, but I had lots of suspicions…

We didn’t have internet or anything remotely like today, so for me to learn about medicine, it was read what ever I could get my hands on in book form and every time I was in a doctors office, I looked for AMA or JAMA or anything that would give me knowledge…

In the mean time, my peers had told me I had this or I had that and yet, none of them had proof, except for suspicions an text books… yet they still had confidence in what they said…

I didn’t…

The same went for Freda… & Peggy… the two people who threw me under the bus to make a life that they never had, because it was an is fake… yet they went about their mission with confidence in keeping their secrets that were never secret… secret…

David watched me die in Texas and it set him up to be misdiagnosed with bipolar disorder… when in reality, he has repressed memories… the night I died… was so violent and so ugly, it would freak any kid out an he was only 6 when it happened…

But Freda an Peggy went about their little escapade for one purpose only, keep it quiet about what happened over the boob incident an all the subsequent hateful violent things they did to my body…

I got a feeling that confidence has been trashed… Peggy knows about the blog, in fact she commented on it when I first started writing… now do I know if anyone else reads the blog that matters…???

No, because it doesn’t matter who reads this, your value is only to yourselves, it has none for my journey, because it’s not yours, it’s mine…

Confidence… one thing about Trump an christians, if they had any confidence, they wouldn’t buy snake oil from the Falwell’s and Bakers and 700 club and all the other snake oil that just wants to party hardy on those yachts, while you struggle to put food on the table… but their god will forgive them… you do know death is death, no party, no gathering, no bright light to go into….

Just total and complete darkness and silence… I know, I got to visit it… an I can say that with confidence, because I lived it, thanks to christians…

Confidence, I’ve been told I’m that, but in a arrogant way an when I think of those moments in time, that is when I showed somebody up, because their knowledge was faulty an mine wasn’t… an yea, men that were my boss… only ever had one boss who wasn’t like that… Col. Couch of protocol at 5th Air Force…

Trumps confidence in being able to lie and tell you this is how rape works, it’s immaculate and this is how the catholic church works, priest get to fondle your children and this is how the Falwell church works, as he sips champagne on a yacht, while you try an figure out how to pay rent…

Yep Trump & Christians confidence on destroying America was dead on… they lied, you bought and you sold America to the highest corrupt bidder… christians and the Russians….

As for my confidence… I don’t do anything, without thinking through the possible outcomes… good an bad…

I stand by my choices of calling out man’s god of rape and gold and I stand by my choices of calling out Twitter & Face Book for being right wing christian organizations and censoring veterans is just the tip of that corrupt ice berg…

As for Word Press censoring… I have found conflicting information saying yes and no… on the fence, that subject will stay, because I have no confidence that they are, but by what I see… someone is still censoring this writer… because they can and are…

So with confidence… we start our day, work on a list of things needed and as our numbers come down for infection, we can plan our next outing for supplies…

The only way America can beat Covid 19 with confidence…. Follow the science and leave the snake oil, for those who’s closets are about to explode… like Trump’s did after 18 interviews with Bob Woodward… you just can’t fix the stupid of the vain…

Sgt. USAF DAV… can not say with confidence, that this blog will continue…

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