Journey into Madness…

Well not exactly… I did get tested… not once, not twice, not three times… but by my count with the VA 6 times I got tested and not the 5 minute dementia test Trumpie passed… even a dementia patient can pass it, if they want to fool the doctors for some perverse reason… might explain Trumpie’s behavior…

Nope, each time it was PTSD an only 1 time did I find that out… last test at the El Paso VA… I requested a copy of the appeal… an the psych testing was part of that request…

So I found out I had PTSD after 6 tests, by reading it… though it does say in my VA records that Dr. Rubio from Spokane VA did call me an told me… but I haven’t been able to disprove that, so there is a hint of a memory with a phone call with that doctor… just not able to focus on the subject matter…

Hey it happens… I got brain injury, I’m allowed hiccups…

So why did I sit down to write in a hot room, watching the sun go down, clouds changing color and not a whisper of wind… damn it’s hot in here with the door shut… but hubby is watching the news…

I sat down to write about being MAD…. when I got pushed out of the military and they covered up rape and attempted murder I was pissed… an I stayed pissed until the person it impacted the most, tried to do some of that same kind of harm to me… his own mother… an all of a sudden, I wasn’t so mad about that particular subject… but… always that one little word…

I was still real pissed and didn’t know why… an by this time… we were into 2014…

I called out my kid and he ran an is still running… I called out the other kid… he ran, not sure what too… an dealt with the other kids…

But I was still mad… so why am I still mad???

I’m not angry, I’m just pissed about being used and some are still trying to use and others… are to scared to open their pipes an act scared… is that why I’m angry???

I should be angry about what the evangelicals have done to our country, with their fake news, fake religion and fake god… but hey Falwell, they will forgive him and continue to pay for the yacht as they struggle to put food on their own table… but god will bless them, as he farts on that gold throne on that yacht… nope that’s not why I’m pissed…

I should be angry with the way Trump dismantled our government, an I know that platforms like Face Book & Twitter helped to damage our democracy to the point, it will take decades for America to be the shining star on the hill… but not as long as people stay on those corrupt, brain washing platforms… yep, that’s why I’m pissed…

Because you can’t fix stupid, stupid, has to go live in a 3rd world country and find out, evangelicals and the GOP are fast making America a 3rd world country… how do I know…

I’ve lived in one….

Sgt. USAF DAV watching America’s degradation only because of religion an it’s corruption and fear…

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