TBI Finding Me….

The road home, has been a long an most of all, very lonely… but, when I look back at my 66 years of life, it has always been a very lonely path….

You could say, I look at the world from the view of life and death… life given to me at birth and death given to me during life… I have traversed both paths in life, that we all must traverse…

My individuality was stolen by christians who are hell bent on making all humans frigid and evil… we humans made the words up and the people decided to act on them, as we are seeing in the White House, Supreme Court, U. S. Senate & House…. because of a god that man made, so rape was acceptable in our society…

I marvel at the simplicity of making women subservient… with just words…. immaculate…. rape is immaculate??? Just wow…

My naive nature would mature over time, but trust was rarely given, even to my own blood… they were to busy hiding their imagined sins, to live life, as it should be….

It’s ironic… Brain injury as a toddler, another brain injury at 5, another at 8, another at 13, another at 14 and one last blow at 17… by the people we are suppose to trust, have faith in…. an believe…

I’ve come full circle and it gives me no solace… My mind is constantly evaluating and hubby, he’s just waiting on me to catch up with him, on his acceptance of our next move… I still have hope, which is rapidly flowing away, just like the tide….

The body hurts… oh, so many places, it hurts and always has… my mind flash’s on the professionals who did all they could to make life even more miserable, because I called them out on their negligence… like the doctor I fired here on Hawaii Island… lack of initiative to take responsibility of being an adult with empathy for the patient… an action I will have no problem taking in the future… eliminating those who would do me harm…

The funny thing is… I’m there… I’m at the end of this journey to find me…

The past, all I ever knew and have ever known, is securely filed away for easy retrieval for future use on the book….

I don’t plan to renew the blog site or keep the domains… that longing for privacy that I had, before I got my memories back, has come back home and I miss the privacy I gave up, to put the story out there….

I don’t feel defeated by the censorship… I feel sorry for those who did nothing about it… your journey into darkness is well on it’s way…

Yes, I’ve come full circle…. as I watch the narrow minded religious use their platforms to do what they left Europe for to begin with, the freedom to worship as they please…. just don’t cross them or get in their way…. that gold has more sway, than the paper, the bible is written upon…

Yes, full circle and ready to leave the internet, to the corrupt of heart, mind and soul…

I said a change was coming, if things didn’t change with censorship…

Poof and I’ll be gone and so will the blog… guess you shouldn’t have deleted my phone number and email, when you decided I wasn’t worth it… ironic… I looked at those same contacts still in my phone… but I’m not a christian and I don’t believe in deleting lives because I disagree with them… no, I just tell them… but I’m not a christian… I have morals, it’s very obvious they do not…

Margie…. ready to move on, without you…. religion is the only deep state in America… just follow the money…

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