That was a doozey….

What’s a doozey you say??? One hell of a nightmare…. and I was still having it when I woke up….

Just curious, have you noticed… I don’t share, like I used too… an for good reason… tired of the censorship… and lookey lous…

So it’s just been mostly medical, opinion pieces and bull shit… nothing of real value… that’s all on my other app, that I can’t stand… I really have an issue with changing technology… I’m old, I don’t like change…

Instead of writing, my brain is on a Mama’s & Papa’s song, that mama Cass sang solo… so, this writing thing is losing it’s lustre… it’s starting to feel like being back on FB or Twitter… not healthy… an best of all, I recognize that…

We were talking this morning and I asked hubby about our kids an their use of the christian platforms… our opinion isn’t different and our expectations on how those platforms will treat them with business’s…. yep, reality is a cold bitch… they may or may not realize that… reputations can be ruined in a heart beat on Face Book & Twitter… that is a christians job… just look at Trump an his base… they bought Roe vs Wade…

Anyway… I’m not into sharing anymore about much of anything… if you haven’t already noticed…

My spidey senses are going off and I think, until this subscription runs out… it’s just gong to be BS…. an transfer my domain back to the other site… the one I bought for this site, I don’t use… so this site, really has nothing for me… the other one does… (Was that enough bull shit nonsense???)

Yep, I’m bored with this… time to find something else I find challenging…

Since people deleted our email address and our phone numbers and those said people are trying to get back into our lives… maybe being on this site is a good thing… they haven’t tried to hit me through here…

Yep, I’m bored… I got what I wanted and what I said would happen has happen and what I said would go down with our nation, it too is happening, in wide screen no less…

Yep, I’m bored… I got my answers and it doesn’t seem that my story is all that important or it would have been shared and put out there by people who want justice, equality and morals… instead, it’s christians and censors… Boo….

Yep, I’m bored….

Well I got exercises to do and stuff to do on my other app from hell, where the real writing is happening… I got a kick out of something I read about writing…

It’s called a specific word and for the life of me I can’t remember the word, but it is about people who promote writers by either hitting the like button repeatedly to draw attention or promote it without cause or purpose… and I feel like that is what has happened to me… so that WP and google can get away with censorship…. maybe I’m right, maybe I’m wrong… but I’ve had people read my blog, who have nothing to gain, but to be honest… an been told by said professionals I could write a story…

Sure don’t seem that way under word press and other internet platforms… again, maybe I’m right and maybe I’m wrong… there is a lot of internet unrest in the world and a lot of Russia, China & N. Korea interference on the internet…

Maybe last nights nightmare was about something to do with the internet… what ever is happening, Salem Witch Trials and the Spanish Inquisition is what it really feels like…. I got a feeling this fall could prove just that….

Well enough with the rambling… last nights nightmare had an impact and I’m struggling to understand it’s true meaning…

Maybe a repeat performance tonight… I don’t control the PTSD… but it sure the hell doesn’t control me… so, angst on paper and time to get busy for the day….

Adorable Spite… planning to move to my original hosting site…

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