Lets Enter the Twilight Zone….

Doing my workout and I’ll be damned if a memory didn’t play out as I completed my 100 reps…

We are in Big Springs, Texas… the place Margie died and Don got locked in a psych house arrest on base in the barracks… how do I know this??? Because I entered the military 10 years from that incident… I know how it works on small installations… remember, I was part of a medical unit….

Larry is sitting across from me… Peggy, David & Richard were at the table too, we were eating our lunch… and you could hear them down the hall, having one of those everyday arguments and I hear my name…

M… why did your dad & I have to get married…. that’s the key kiddo’s… her asking that question of a 12 year old… why did her parents have to get married… only christians believe you have to do anything that is family orientated… reality… no one forced anyone to do anything… they had sex… an decided instead of owning that physical action…

They blamed me for them having to get married… because they had Sex…

Now do you get what I mean about frigid men & women who call themselves christian… they hide behind the man made god, an never take ownership of their actions, let alone their lives… why???

Because they believe in life after death…. yep, insanity 101… when the brain dies… so do you… and all their is… darkness and silence….

Just wow on me reading the sperm donor and the incubator… and she really does say…. “Freda… I really like kids”…. just not the one she got pregnant with, me, because she had to have sex…. sounds exactly how we got a half sister, while Don was in Vietnam….

And I’m the bad person in this whole story….

Okie dokie…

That was a very interesting experience… and why is it so important….

It’s a memory before Margie died… one step closer to reliving that night my body said let me go to the darkness and stay….

Margie had other ideas….

Adorable Spite…. memory’s are like the cobwebs of Charlottes web….

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s