I said… No More!!!

I meant it… the dental surgery is my last… no more slice and dice and I was thinking just that as I was doing my neck exercises and it happened…

And It’s happened many times, since I started doing this exercise and now I get why I feel like puking… by just sitting and pushing my head in all four directions ….. yep, puke by that slow, methodical motion….. geez…. so over this… for real… so over it….

What happened, while I did the strength exercise for my neck, tells me that any doubt I had about any more tests… gone…

The motion of the exercise, tells me that my spinal cord in my cervical area, which is the area that I herniate frequently… has been putting compression on the spinal cord… since the beating at 2 years old… most of my life…

An I still had natural child birth 2 times, went in the military and worked for the feds till 96 and for a friend till 98 and still had a life… an men wash out of basic why??? huh lil bro???

Anyhow… as I digest all this neurological knowledge, which seems to never end… and digest the knowledge about the physical injuries… I get it…

I get why I feel dizzy and I get why I have a ice pick in my ear and I get why my head feels heavy and I get why I want to puke, for just turning my head… I get it…

I don’t like it… because I didn’t do this to me…

Christians did… an you really think a god believes the way you do??? Yep, psych testing might not be a bad idea if you do… just stating the obvious, which Trump couldn’t do, if it was branded on his ass…

Anyhow… every symptom I have lived with, since I was a toddler… I get it now… an she reached out to me!!!! Dementia definitely or she is up to something… either way, she erased me in Dec 2017 and I don’t plan to fill the picture back in, for any reason….

Enjoying the quiet and so far no bangers…

Adorable Spite… on the road to???

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