You don’t get to reel me back in… like Hammer says… You can’t touch this…

Eureka… smoke a bowl and think for a few minutes, why am I losing sleep, before I get busy and it hit me… it’s not the MRI that has me jacked up…

It’s Freda!!!!

She is trying to reel me back into the family!!!! That’s, what has me bugged!!!!

Okie dokie… Maybe I need to focus on this, or maybe just accept the fact any contact from those people set me off into a tailspin…??? Could be…

It’s like with the memory triggers, you never know what will do it for you… and for me… it can be anything, as I’m finding out…

But Freda reaching out to me… that got under my skin, just a little bit, enough, to bother my sleep…

It is beyond pathetic, that she did reach out… she knew exactly what she was doing in 2010, when she refused to give me information and she turned her back on me as we drove away…

Well the bitch got what she wanted… I don’t exist, except in her nightmares an the pictures on the shelf… I don’t exist…

I don’t exist to my sons, I am a joke to the grandkids and the others that are a part of my life… are just enjoying the show… yep… last night was not a pleasant night…

Reality… what my kids think or anyone else thinks… has zero value to me…

It’s my life, it is my existence and it’s not up for sale… not for love, not for attention and not for inclusion….

I am not a christian… I believe in ethics, morales, values, truth, honesty, integrity and most of all individuality….

Christians believe in ownership….

Margie… who beat the christians at their own game and as long as you use FB, Twitter or Instagram… you are part of the problem…

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