It happened Thousands of times before…

August… wow.. seems like Trump and the Pandemic of corrupt christians has been going on forever…. need to change channel when I go in the other room…

I was hanging laundry and it felt warm and muggy, but the sun was behind the clouds and outside temp was only 79 with a mild ocean breeze…

After about half a hour of standing there hanging up the clothes I felt it…

The warmness in my back and started to ignore it, because it’s happened thousands of times before and I just learned to ignore it…

Between the nerve damage and the spinal cord injuries… standing for me, has always been a nightmare from hell and men wash out of basic because of a hang nail??? huh, is that what took you out lil brother Richard… hmmmm…

And I did what I always do, to adjust to the intense heat in my spine… I moved my legs around, made sure my back was straight and worked to move those shoulders back…

The heat, slowly left my back, an in it’s place pain…

Something I learned to live with by the time I was 8 years old… an my mother likes kids??? Hmmmm oh, an Peggy got slapped once…

Slowing down is not easy for me… I’m always doing… if not on my machine, I’m doing chores, and if not doing that, I’m working out and if not doing that… I’m in the Alice through the looking glass mode…. It’s making me more aware of all that I have lived with an just come to accept…

Like with my collar bone, I have compensated for that with a bad posture thing in my recliner… I’m learning to break that habit…

A lot of what I do, is undo the things I did, to compensate for the weakness and the non stop pain… it’s a chore, but it’s working…

I’m watching the wind come up and thinking, radar better not have lied, I just hung clothes out to dry….

I’ll always be a work in progress… Always looking to learn more about our world and the stars from which we were born from… an get to a point, where I can put all this in book form and move on with life… that feels closer every day….

Life is what you make of it… an what you contribute to it as a human…

Adorable Spite….

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