Holy, okay this is weird…

Daughter calls and oh my, we are so proud… we wish them all the best on their new adventures…

You always hope your kids do good for themselves and the community they live in… an so far, no one has called to move back home… I’m real good with that…

I got to thinking in the shower… I haven’t had any nightmares, an, I’m sleep deprived and, I should be cranky and, I’m sleep deprived… an never shop on the 3rd an 5th of the month on Hawaii, holy cow was that an eye opener…

When Peggy told me about the bunk bed an her walking my sleeping body across the bed an dump me on the floor on my back, causing a build up of bone on my skull… just a FYI, it made my head heavier, because of the repeated abuse… an men wash out of basic because of a hang nail???

Anyway… when Pegs told me about that… that nightmare quit and I haven’t had a dream about falling in almost 3 years…

Some of the trauma is not resolved and neuro wants to make sure that psychologically I’m okay with not knowing something specific… get hung up on one thing, when so much more is out there for me to discover…

Buying the 5th wheel, will allow us to do road trips an Big Springs Texas is definitely on the list…

Bangers have been reasonably quiet, hubby set off the alarm while I was showering…

Last night, it was all me, no outside noise, no engine repair, no roosters… just my brain, refusing to go where I want it too…. so, the memories are there, just having a Trump debate about exit strategy… he’ll lose and I’ll get the memory…

So, tonight, no hopes for bad dreams and no forcing myself to go, where, for some reason the brain doesn’t want to go… there really isn’t much left for me to see, truly… I even remember Billy Ray cutting his hand on that electric table saw at uncle Dan’s place and I was only 6 or so….

So, yea, neuro was right, I was right and the those that told Freda I wouldn’t remember… didn’t know squat… Why???

Because I do Remember….

Margie, Nighty night…. get out and Vote…. oh yea, what’s weird… I got no glasses on an I can see my screen just fine???? Now that is weird….

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