Excuses are like assholes… we all have one…

Watching the news about the east coast hurricane… an I got to thinking about school and how little of it I remember… but that’s not true… I see ghosts of memory…

I looked through a box of old pictures my mother had an in it, my old report cards… no one else out of 7 kids, just mine… an I thought at that moment, how odd, she would single me out… that was 2004…. an here we are 16 years later an I know why she made excuses…

So do you make excuses…??? Most people do… When we treated my son unfairly, it was based on the wife’s tongue… her words… words I have since come to not trust, because her daughters have the same habit, my gran daughters… excuses… really about all I hear… so we owned it and apologize…

Out of the clear blue yonder Freda would start talking about Don being locked up, as if that had such great import…. it did, she made excuses when I questioned her, an she said, “some things are best not remembered”… only god on earth, the woman sitting in that chair when she refused eye contact…

Did you know a infarct will more than likely only impact your short term memory??? I know a sister who swears she has one, I have yet to see her MRI… and I have read a story of a young woman who had a brain stem injury and how it impacted her life and still is… and I look at my own brain injury and know… Peggy never had one… she lied, she made excuses…

I have wondered since I was a child, why my legs hurt, why back hurt, why my arms hurt, why my neck hurt, why my head hurt, why my eyes hurt, why my ears hurt, why my insides hurt…. and you know what.??? Peggy got slapped once…

I brought these injuries up an was told by Peggy, live, love and laugh????? Yep…. want to talk about a psycho straight up… meet my sisters and their momma… they are all alike, incapable of telling the truth, why??? because they are christians…

I don’t wonder about a lot of things anymore… I know who hurt me, I know how they hurt me and I know when they hurt… want to know why???

Because they could... all christians are evil… because their god will forgive them…

I never will...

Margie, tired of Trumps voodoo and GOP lies…

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