Musing…. okay, day dreaming…

I told hubby, his daughter worked the hardest to have us in her life… and I worked hard to convince myself my dream was possible… both us girls, didn’t get what we wanted… in respect to our move…

Our daughter has a life… She has friends, and family, some, we don’t know and never met… she has a life… an, she has a mom, that is living…

Hubby’s folks are gone… I’ve got a suedo one, but not interested in pursuing fake relationships… and my grandchildren have let me know, exactly what they think… except for one and she will be disappointed…

But this is about our day dream… Hawaii was suppose to be hubby’s resting place, and his heart, decides it is going to fight… so we are going to dream…

Hawaii is a beautiful island… but, it has issues, that don’t include outsiders… and even though I have family that has been living on Hawaii for over a century… that has no value… racism does… so we look for our comfort zone… our true choice of a final home….

We loved walking the beach in Khino Bay, Mexico… spent 6 months in our 5th wheel, right on the beach… watched our little Muddy swim with dolphins…

That is what we are looking for in our final home… a house, right on the beach…. an that is our goal… hubby wants to walk the beach again…

It will cost us more to live there, but you only live once…. so they say… tomorrow is not promised, only the here and now…

I’m proud of my step daughter… the shy, goofy kid… became a beautiful, stand on your own two feet kind of woman… I couldn’t be prouder to be a part of that…

We will look for our beach house and we’ll be picking up a new 5th wheel, for those trips over the Cascades to see the people that want to see us…

We invested early on and got little to show for it… so investing any further now… just isn’t worth it to us, financially… emotions play no part in our choices… that is why I say we grew an they haven’t yet…

Emotions is part of religions and beliefs…. facts, knowledge, ethics and morals don’t factor into it… because emotions are manipulative…. humanity isn’t….

Enough day dreaming… got chores… an some areas to explore on the coast… we are probably looking at San Juan islands or along Ocean shores or just a good walk able beach…. I’m terrible with maps… this will take a while…

Adorable Spite… house hunting…

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