Now that’s amazing…

Notice anything…

I thought of this last night, I remember seeing this at the PT office and thought, I need to put that on the computer an make sure it’s not a shadow…

Those bruises on my forehead are not shadows, those are bruises…

Now I have a very vague memory of monkey bars and falling… but my knowledge tells me, the wrists, the hands, the arms, the legs… only Abuse or a car accident can inflict this kind of trauma… doesn’t mean the monkey bar dream isn’t real… it just means according to science, there is no way a child can do this to themselves to this extent…. science, not someone’s made up friend stories… facts…

So what can this tell me… concussion for sure, no doubt, with seeing those bruises… could the TBI happen at this time… I can’t answer that yet… could the stroke happen at this time… again… this will take time…

Taking the barrier down with this last MRI… was what I needed to dig deep into my memories and I imagine, more eureka moments will happen, an hopefully not take to long to happen…

My memory loss is in chunks and very specific… which is why neuro asked if I could accept, not remembering… an I guess we will find out, won’t we…

We were both wrong about the memory ability, it is there, but stenosis plays havoc with it and throw in a damaged area of my brain that swallows things and never lets them go… the memory ability is reasonably precise… better than psycho Trumpie…. yep, him an mommy would have been best friends…

The neurologist told me straight up, there is no way of knowing when I had the TBI or stroke, it’s all dependent upon my memory recall…

If you compare the picture from 5 years old to the one here at 8 years old…

TV interview beating was at 5 years old…. Boob incident beating was at 8 years old….

I don’t think I need any further proof that my head was a punching bag….

Fear and ignorance… is all I will see when I die… fear and ignorance took so much from my life and all because of a god that will and never has existed…. Mental illness 101, gods are a manifestation of fear… boo…

Yep, Don & Freda are such wonderful christians, they beat up a child….

I’m impressed aren’t you???? oh an Peggy got slapped once….

Margie….

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