It’s a good thing, right???

Looking at the different kinds of MRI’s they can do, vascular, brain and stem, bone, organs… and each scan has to be calibrated for the type of scan being done… so, please, neuro doc in a couple weeks, tell me no more scans… please…

I should be thrilled about this, in respect to brain disease’s, I have 2 scans… 20 years apart and the 1st one was a contrast MRI of the brain and it too was negative… and it was the X-ray tech here, that triggered the Oregon VA memory… an he explained that MRI’s do all kinds of scans an calibration and yada yada, yawn… yep me too…

I am happy that nothing else has been found and that my neck was back in place, really don’t want to hear that sound again, ever…. an I’m learning how to fix, what has been done…

As I waited for my PT appointment… I was looking at the pictures I use for the blog and I asked the PT kid about the injuries and what she said, with what the pictures show… yep, makes sense…

So now what…??? I know who hurt me… I know who was involved with keeping it quiet and I know none of those people will ever be a part of my life, ever again…. so tit for tat in that easy bake oven….

Neurology asked me, if I was okay with not remembering… and we aren’t going to discuss what time frame…. but I said, if I haven’t remembered it already and there is nothing in my brain to keep me from remembering… I have no choice but to accept I have memory loss for life…

Like I’ve said before in the blog, you can’t miss what you never had… What relationships I once had, were fake… and I’ve never done fake… 6 marriages proved that point…

So, If I never had a relationship with these people to begin with, how can I ever miss them???

You realize, none of them, not even my own children knew about any of this… But Freda, Peggy, Tiny & Larry all do and they are the last of the living… and I doubt they will out live me…

When opportunity knocks in life and you don’t answer the door, the odds are of it coming around again are less likely than you winning mega bucks…

Each one of those people were given the opportunity to come clean, instead, they decided to play god…. and that’s the only gods on earth or in the stars above….

Human….

Yep, not sure what I can write about that would be of any more help… the blog did it’s job… I am truly content with the situation and I am adjusting to the new normal of just telling people I have injuries and deal with them… no more story….

Yep, I’ll sleep good tonight…. Margie is already snoozing…

Nighty night…

Adorable Spite, watching Margie in slumber land finally….

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