Do I keep on writing…???

Good question… the last MRI gave me the answer I had in 2017…

I’m one of the lucky kids who survived… Every state we have lived in, the news tells of a child dying at the hands of a guardian, parent, sibling or relative… an we turn to god an pray for it to stop… 2 year old in PA isn’t alive anymore, how’s that praying going???

When I set out to tell my story, I knew the psychological part would play out in many ways and it did… now what….

When I set out to tell my story, I knew the medical part would play out in many ways and I got it wrong… I gave the beaters credit for humanity… my body says other wise….

In a way, the doc at Vance and the ortho’s at Trippler had it right… I have multiple fractures through out my whole skeletal system… that leg surgery in 2011 was proof of that… that acute compartment syndrome was in my left leg muscle… surgeon was shocked how bad it was… yet I made it to my 50’s, living life with that dangerous thing in my leg… I have one in both arms… no more surgery… no more…

I had answers, but because no one could come up with a cause or better proof back in the 70’s… I was labeled many things… can I please rub shit in the faces of those MF officers??? College don’t make ya smart, you just passed tests… and anyone can pay someone to do that just like Trumpie did…

I really don’t know what more to write about… I got my answers… oh, yea, you are wondering what those are, aren’t you???..

Lets see… I know who caused the physical issues I live with and I know, which ones I did to myself… so physical, will always be PT every year…

Mentally… the mental health… it’s really very good… I said I have a gift… so far, all I’ve gotten is sarcastic remarks about it and I just smile… as I think of the email from the woman, who I said, would reach out again, when she wanted something… an after long thought…no, if anything, it’s just another one of her many games… I’ll pass…

Neurologically…. wow… when you know something was stolen from you, you want it back more than anything else on this planet… what was taken from me I want back…. and with the way things have gone since Friday’s MRI… I’ll get those answers myself… when it happens…

The damage to my body is, some what, able, to be undone… not all, just some… and it will be painful and a daily reminder of what 2 adults did to a little child, just because she told the truth… friends did the same thing, just a different way, same for the kids…

Yep, christians, muslims, what ever religion… truth only has value, to make what ever they are pushing to seem real… Trump has done that for four years… religion has done it for centuries….

No, not sure I got anything left to write about… I won’t tell what is going in the book and now that I know this last answer… it’s time to work on that….

An if you read the blog from the beginning what I say next will make sense only to you…. SQUEAKY IS BACK!!! on 7th or 6th Street… but I was just outside and heard it…. thankfully, it’s not next door… but it’s loud and the house will be closed, while squeaky is at work… oh dear… maybe the hurricane can take it out of commission….. no more squeaky...

Remember I said I love me some tonka toys… squeaky is one of the biggest CATS for moving lava rock and it is one huge rust bucket of squeaky nails on the chalk board kind of noise… sigh… defeated by a tonka toy…

Toodles…

Adorable Spite… no like tonka toys right now…

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