Who needs triggers???

Yep, last night not good, but in a way, very good… because of how I slept in a position, that I didn’t start sleeping in until after the boob incident…

Before that, up till the age of 8… I slept on my back… at that time, the arch in my back was mild and when laying flat, the position with a reasonably old feather flat pillow, made neck and back both feel better, until….

Peg would walk me across that top bunk bed with her feet and since I was on my back, I landed on the floor on my back sound asleep until I got cold and that is a huge clue…

The bone scans, all of them, showed a continued uptake of modeling on the occipital part of my skull… I’ve known that since my military days and since the medical records show no head injuries from 1977 to now… you got it… all from Don & Freda… oh an Peg helped, because she got slapped once… beyond sighs on that fake christian…

So, today is a reminder of that injury that was done over a dozen times, before Freda stopped it, or I threatened harm, who knows, some memories may never come back…

Just getting out of bed today was a reminder of what it felt like when I was around 8 years old… the tummy that wanted to hurl and when it did, it was not digested food… so the skinny winnie as Don called me was for good reason… the Vagus nerve was pinched because Don or Freda herniated my neck and it was easy to do, because Freda did the shaken baby thing…. yep… last night may have not given me any thing about what I’m looking for, but it re-enforced what my body was put through, because christians are bat shit crazy and that has already been proven… an we are stuck with another christian dumb ass as president… when will it end??? Maybe when the spaceship comes back an gets their faithful and eats them for dinner… hope springs eternal on cleaning up earth…

So the headache, stomach issues and dizzy and blurry today… because I slept with my neck in the wrong position an put pressure on that nerve or nerves… at least now I know why the symptoms are so persistent… they never stopped…

Well, the day is getting warmer, hubby running errands for the last yard project, me trying to keep the house cool with no AC on… gets old…and chores not getting done sitting here…

Toodles

Adorable Spite…..

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