The Fog from ???

Honest, when this damn fog thing started on Japan back in 68, I was total freaked… 14 years old and felt like I was a 100…

The fog hit today… exercise, something I did, triggered it or just stepping out doors did it… All I know, today, I just want to nap… and so far, I haven’t given in… but dinner smells so good, it’s hard to nap during it’s cooking…

PT will take a mess with my neck, right now, I don’t need them teaching me, I need them giving me relief and showing me what to do at home, without causing more issues…

I did this fog thing through my whole work life and still showed up the boss’s… yep, sexist men piss me off and lesson’s, talked about them before… neuro may get one… I know the dentist got the message loud and clear…

But the fog, it takes and I would literally take a nap for a few minutes, just to make it through my work day… remember that at Vance…

At least the neuro kid agrees with me, no more paper test, they aren’t needed… this was simply test to eliminate anything that would stand in the way of me remembering what fully happened that night in Big Springs, Texas…

My cranky post this morning is an indicator, the sleep deprivation has started and how long it will last, is all dependent upon what the brain kept and what is permanently lost…

But back to the fog… it’s like being stoned, except you are in so much pain, you just want the nearest cliff to drop off and for me, that’s less than a mile away…. still waiting on pain med to help…

So computer being shut off… Ipad put aside and as I stop, another wave of heat hits the top of my head… geez, imagine hot flash’s an this stenosis… an the Air Force said it was all in my head… men in charge, protecting men in charge…

I’m done gang… today, this is too much….

Margie done in by christians who beat on children and 64 years later, I’m paying the price of their sins….

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