Is there a next step???

Good question… The neurologist told me things the last time I saw him and he did ask specific questions, which told me the direction of his thought process…

Only test left to have done, Myelopathy nerve tests… and I see neuro in a couple of weeks…

I knew that having a clean MRI, would lead to the end of this journey and how long that will take, will depend upon the road block I put up myself, when I was just 14 years old and still capable ….. at one time I would have thought that insurmountable… I don’t believe that now…

The mind has been receptive since this started in Freda’s kitchen in 2010… and all she had to do, tell me Don beat me to death… would have saved me a lot of surgeries as an adult and a lot of physical and emotional pain… but her fear was more powerful than her instincts to do the right thing and that’s the problem with religion… it allows you to run away from your life and not own it…

As for the physical part of this journey, it’s all about getting off my ass, like Inspirational Leader and get moving… now that is a true journey out of darkness… she has a blog too…

And I am, today I did the straps, spent 5 minutes on the elliptical and still have my floor exercises to do.. but getting it done and it does help and my body lets me know when I screw up…

This is pain I have lived with since childhood… so this tells me I never got health care, until I was old enough to speak up… yep, academy award performer, mommy dearest…

But I agree with neuro… I still have some ground to cover and I have already uncovered one road block… so, lots of sleepless nights is my guess….

One thing is for sure… no more tubes… ever… so over those damn things…

Adorable Spite, waiting for the show to begin…

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