Ya know something???

My coffee got cold with the last write… bummer, hate nuked coffee, changes the taste…

What gets me about all of this, every bit of it…

I gave every participant a chance to own what they did to me… including my kids and not one of these yahoos had the courage to say with any conviction, they were sorry…. kind of makes it super easy to keep that door locked… you guys, really do make it ever so easy… why???

Because you live by your emotions… I live by the one thing that has kept me alive…my Brain…

I knew when I saw that email Friday, this would be a bumpy weekend, but I knew that in advance… that is why I have no problem keeping the key to the door…

When I stood in Freda’s kitchen in 2010… she had the golden chance to tell me, this happened and these were your injuries… instead she turned in that kitchen chair towards the yard, dropped her head and said….

“Some things are best not remembered”…. and there is your god humans… man made… she decided to play god for what ever perverse reason and thought she won… she also let me know to butt out and that look when she said those words, showed the true Freda …. and as we drove away that day, to head back to New Mexico, Freda standing next to her favorite daughter in law Nancy, she turns her back on us, letting me know… we are done …. but it didn’t work that way now did it…

You see, she wanted Don’s VA money and Don didn’t apply for full benefits before he died, and she told me Tim knew how to do it all, so I went on with my life, knowing I was finally done with them… well… hold your horses, because know it all didn’t know how to fight the VA… so I won the money for the woman… so butting out, only as good as the words… she dragged me back in, once again… damn….

By 2016, we found out how much my sister in law Eve loves Freda, they have a very nice house in WA, in an area, that most can’t afford, but when ya take $35,000 from an old woman and say you love her, I guess that justify’s that and when that old woman wants her money back… oh Margie became the antichrist, because she got the law involved….

Enough back story??? No… I’ve had talks with Peggy until I am blue in my face and the one thing she did stay on track…. trying to throw me off track and for good reason, she was one of the abusers and I got to see that last night… now you get why my morning isn’t all that happy… the PTSD nightmare, was about Freda an Peggy…

I never had a mother or sisters… I once was taken into a family and thought I had a sis, but some times life changes things on you and what you thought you had, was just wishful thinking…

So back to reality…. I don’t have any sisters, and I don’t have a mother and I never had a father… I had a incubator and sperm donor and I had a blood relative that thought my life was worth nada….

Kind of boohoo, huh… sometimes reality is a little boohoo, but no tears, just anger… anger that will subside by the end of the day… why???

Because Margie is in control, not Freda & Peggy… no, that control was taken away from them, when they declined to own their lives and try and destroy mine…

Thanks to women like this, I have no reason to have close friends, male or female… you just aren’t worth trusting… I trust only one….

ME….

Never got to that bowl… think it’s time now… hope the trade winds pick up, hot and sticky, but I like windows open, even in winter… yep that’s what happens when your mother and sister torture you…

Adorable Spite remembers… Margie…

Just a FYI the money, Eve, house and getting the money back, I have witness’s and emails… so try an sue my ass, I would love to drag this into court!!!

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