Speculation dance, put to rest… maybe…

One last shed to move and it couldn’t be a better day to empty, semi wet, cloudy, humid, but that UV index is low… and hubby needs low… but the shed is getting emptied and all the stuff we had planned to take an use in another home… going to habitat… damn we collect a lot of building material…

In this house we replace all the hinges, door handles, drawer pulls, light fixtures, fan fixtures, electronic key less entry (not good here) and soft close drawer pulls… yep, we got a bit of stuff, while remodeling this little house… and it’s just sitting in the shed not getting used… so habitat it is…

We know Hawai’i is home for the next few years and as we both get older, we both know, our desire to do land, live isolated and private, will go away… and wanting to do another remodel after all these years… not happening… at least us doing the work, it’s not happening…. So we donate, what we know we won’t use and wait, like everyone else… wait, till it’s safe to move…

I expect our move any time between 18 months to 5 years… reality has it’s moments…

As for the speculation dance… no need to speculate on anything, except the past and not much of that left for the imagination… MRI results Monday….

At this stage of the game, we are looking at buying a town house on the coast of Washington, with waterfront property…. let someone else be responsible for the maintenance and junk… but that was what we planned in our late 70’s… I think we could see our early 70’s on Hawai’i…. reality, not a good bedfellow, when you want to dream….

As for my little journey… other than my body wanting to leave home, because it’s being pushed and it isn’t happy…. it’ll get over it…

Nothing can change what was, nothing can take the pain, or the damage away… it will always be with me… what I won’t change...

Letting my mother go to her grave, exactly as I remember her… telling me some things are best not remembered as she turned her back on us as we drove away… and seeing the expression on Nancy’s face when that happened… yep I’m smiling… I be warped by christians… blame them

Toodles….

Adorable Spite….

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