Idle wondering…

As the larazapam starts to make my world feel like it’s one long downer… thought I would take advantage of altered state and write… If I can…not sure I can…

The MRI was not fun and if it had been done right, 15 minutes or less… only one problem… I had Freda on the brain and that was a problem… so we stopped the MRI and I took the second pill and did some meditation breathing and we talked, they explained the areas they were scanning of my brain… with the work less than 10 mins to go… jump in the machine and hope I don’t lose it… came close and I felt the 2nd medication kick in and knew… I could relax and he said we were done… go figure…

Panic attacks are new to me… Never had one until I was put in a MRI tube and that was it… not happening straight… so I do hope todays, was the last one…

Next test is for myelopathy , which I expect to be the last diagnosis I get on this mess…

Okay, I’m having a hell of a time keeping my keyboard in my brain and I been typing 50 years… I done kids…

Now it is wait for the Report to get faxed to me or pick it up Monday….

Have a good night… I think mine is already shot… this feels like you are drunk, with out the smell… should be fun….

Adorable Spite….

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