I’m Taking it Back!!!

We were at Johnny’s and it happened… I spewed, undigested food…

This was after the TV beating and after the hairbrush beating… got a feeling those 2 are connected… will I ever figure it out… the way this day is going, probably….

With shaken baby syndrome, not only is the brain impacted, but so is the spinal cord… baby’s don’t have the muscle and everything to keep from getting whiplash…

So what ever Dr. Wooletts involvement, I got a feeling that is when I learned to hate needles, but that could be a cross over from another memory… such fun putting puzzles together…

The throwing up of undigested food hours after the fact of eating, is indicative of the Vagus nerve involvement and with my left area of my neck being a problem for so long, not sure when that started, but, it’s a life long habit I have with using or turning my neck… so probably since a kid…

Okay I lost you… Remember when I wrote I spent some time over our throne back in 2013 and was throwing up undigested food… hours after I ate… well that happened, less than 2 years after El Paso operated on my leg… the hernia was making it’s self known and had been making it’s self known since the leg surgery at the VA… no more VA death care… no more…

Now, I’m not a fan of barfing, an when undigested comes up, I know it will happen again and it did… the last time was before the eye surgery so over a year ago… after the eye surgery, that’s when the neck started aligning… how you ask??? WEll loossey goossey on the operating table, gives ya enough juice so you don’t know they are operating on your eye, but aware enough to know what is happening and when he grabbed my head for those 2 procedures a couple months apart… he was straightening my neck and putting the disc back in alingment… after the surgeries and he cleared me for exercise, I was doing my neck ones… last surgery Oct 2019, MRI Dec 2019, still showed hernia of 3 disc 5/6/7…… by Jan or Feb, have to look at the blog, that is the breaking sound we heard… the disc popping back into place and able to stay their because of me building the muscles and junk in my neck from the PT exercises, I never quit doing, just don’t do often enough… what can I say, I hate exercise… but I’m doing more…

Anyhow… it all boils down to the symptoms and when they started and so far, nothing proves other than what I wrote…

Shaken baby syndrome, with spinal cord injury and blunt force trauma fractures from my head to my feet… thus spinal and cervical stenosis my whole life… because two christian adults, couldn’t get the help they should of an believed in a book written by anyone that wanted attention called the bible… same bible Trump used in front of mans’ man made god church….

Anyhow… I’m not sure what to expect on the MRI this next week… I’m hoping no Infarct… that could mean permanent memory loss… I’m just hoping some kind of injury or scar… something that isn’t going to do more and take more from me…

I never got to live the life I should have… So I am damn well not giving up the one I built…. and I really don’t give a damn about having humans in my world… emotions is a religious thing… it’s just that emotions… reality, no one has any right to abuse me in any shape or fashion, be it disrespect by snide remarks from grandchildren or attacks by my own kids or people who call me friend, but only when they need or want…. I’ll pass…

I have all that wrapped in one perfect nut shell…. as he makes noise outside my window….

Well the revelations just keep coming an so do the memories, which might explain my very sour in your face mood….

No walk today, so elliptical, workout and floor exercises today….

Have a good one… mine will be filled with memories marching by…. yep next week MRI, sure hope it’s the last one… so hate those tubes….

Margie, remembers…..

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