Never had IQ testing….

This is a memory I have struggled to confirm and when I can not get a memory to solidify… I have to let it go… and most the time when I do that…. it never bothers me again… this one, is different…

I told hubby, I remember getting #2 son tested for ADHD and that I hired my adopted sis to tutor him after we got the results… this was while we lived on Japan… I never had myself or my other son tested…

The only time my IQ was evaluated… El Paso VA 2010/11… have to dig for the file and see the date… and he was the only shrink to document what I had an put in writing, “Above Average Intelligence”…. I am pretty sure he was the shrink murdered by a patient a couple years before we moved to Hawaii… still sorting out timelines…

So… what this means… my memories on Japan are clearing up… now will I figure it all out… probably not… that fall on Japan, when I jammed my head back and injured the spinal cord, between that and that avian flu that hit hard and killed many… those exact memories may never fully recover… I had a 104 fever for a few days, that flu is what pushed me to get flu shots… Haven’t missed one since….

Anyhow… so no clue what my IQ really is… just that a shrink tested me and his conclusion is what I just wrote… no numbers, oh an he said I had PTSD… which at that time, I hadn’t heard about before… so even at that time, I was having cognitive memory issues….

Exercise… damn, I hate exercise… my right wrist is on fire, my left elbow won’t let me put pressure on it, my back feels like it’s growing hair when I tense muscles I never knew I had and my arms are starting to get a bulge, I haven’t seen, since my military days…

Great granma bikini body here I come… oh what a thought….

Owning the truth is more important than any number someone places on my intelligence… knowing what I have lived with since childhood and how wrong the doctors and all involved got it…

Lets put it this way, any ONE who tries to pin these issues on aging… better know how to duck… I’ve had my fill of stupidity… these issues have been with me since my first memories and those memories go back to the age of 1 year old..…!!!!!

Okay rant over… my eye check up, my perscription changed in less than 9 months… so back for a check up in 6 months…. finally someone is listening and this next MRI may or may not explain what is happening with my vision… it’s been going on since the beating on Japan in 68 at 14 years old…

AC on all night, which I hate, so today, no AC, dogs will just have to cope with stupid setting off fireworks… getting up to go pee last night… didn’t happen, I had dogs on my side of the bed on the floor…. I hate fireworks….

More memories are opening up and it feels like I’m getting back to where I was before El Paso VA operated on my leg… filling in the blanks…

Day started, work out to do and stuff to put in the shed hubby finished… 2 more to move and house to empty some… yea…

Have a good one, stay safe, wear masks and take time to look at the stars, the birth of humanity….

Adorable Spite….

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