The conundrum….

Beyond painful, when my neck is forward and it makes my head feel like it weighs 50 pounds, an no humans head weighs that much… no matter how much bull shit they spread around…

I’m getting it though… I’ve played with the Word Press App and actually retained the information, instead of it floating off to never never land… and I do enough of that because of pot… oh pot, enjoy while I can, soon to be done forever… why??? Dental implants and I know the dangers of smoke and bone healing… and I really don’t want to do this ever again… so, when the surgeries start… I’ll be straight from here on out… oh joy…

What I am figuring out, now that I know I had spinal cord injuries… just wow Freda, you really are the devil in disguise… and Don, he was just your tool…..

Anyhow, what I am figuring out, something inside the neck that brings blood, oxygen and signals… is still pinched or something… we are getting into neuro science that I didn’t read about… I never had spinal cord injury in my radar… Everything else… but not spinal cord…

I knew when I tried the experiment with the other hosting web site, if I failed to be able to handle it… it was more than just TBI and Stroke and a few weeks after that spectacular failure… The MRI shows the herniated disc in my neck…. all 3 of them….

Now since they went back in place and PT has felt and checked and they agree, they went back in place, that relieved some of the confusion and brain farts I kept having and it took the edge off the emotional side…. and paranoia…

Charter internet is the worse, keep losing signal, damn RINGs will need to be redone… so ready for steady internet and reliable TV… so ready…

I did my exercise on the new device and I have been feeling a big difference in my neck an back shoulder muscles… but my neck feels so wobbly… like a rag doll… thanks mommy….

MRI in a couple weeks and teleconference with the doctor, so I don’t have to be exposed, because of the dental surgeries coming up… I’ll be home, except for appointments and hubby, he’s the road runner….

But maybe he can shed some light on this, because I really feel over whelmed, when I read about the brain stem and injuries… It makes sense that is the culprit… and has been since at least 5 years old or younger…

But wow, so much to understand and comprehend….I’ll get it done… It’s just going to take me some time…

As far as the foot drop….My first memory was it happened on Japan, before the beating… So I got to connect that brain injury and spinal cord injury to Texas, Big Springs 1967/68… I still had bruises in June of 68…

But the foot thing… I was doing it when we got here, but I wasn’t doing it before El Paso VA operated on my leg… so, yep, Biden becomes president, I’ll be working on my best IG complaint ever… I plan for that complaint to get more than just received… I plan to publish it here on the blog… oh dear… that means I need to keep this blog…. I just trapped myself…. holey moley….

Time to go move the platform for the big shed and start getting the house ready for me to be down… I am curious about the treatment plan… since I am the patient…

Hot, muggy, fireworks last night after midnight and the dogs woke me up… Tonight, I think we might be closed up AC on …. or it could just rain like all get out and put a kabosh on fireworks….

Aloha… ya know, how about…. maybe I’ll write something funny and stupid later…

Adorable Spite…

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