Neuro net overload… took me out…

For the longest time, since the Japan beating in 1968… the fatigue part of this nightmare had me spooked… I thought for sure narcolepsy was the culprit… but I didn’t meet the profile…

I do meet the profile for Cervical and spinal stenosis and have meet that profile since I was a teenager…

So today, making up dinner and it hit me hard…

It knocked me out for about a half hour… more like a power nap, but something that is becoming noticeable that gets triggered by me standing too much… which explains so much from the years and not being able to take standing for long periods… never have been able too… that tells ya spinal cord injury was very early on….

I’m getting it, the more I try to understand what has been happening because christians beat upon a child…. yep their legacy is branded into my skin… my foot is ready for their ass too… just saying…

So hubby gets it and I get it and this isn’t the way I plan to live… so I’m hoping as the exercise part takes and builds more muscle, I can find an even balance so that I’m not always hiding at home… long road ahead… long road… damn I thought I just finished one too!!!

The more I read about my kind of injury, no guarantee anything will be on the MRI, which is what you want… for them to see nothing… so fingers crossed this is more about the neck and it’s long herniation problem and nothing more serious….

Hot out side… AC on, quiet indoors… hubby almost done with the big shed… I really hope no fireworks… 100 pounds of dog on my lap tonight is not my idea of fun….

Toodles…

Adorable Spite…

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