Holy Moley, Eureka…

See how the left leg turns out????

Physical therapy….. what a mother lode for information… If I had gone 5 years ago… I wouldn’t done much good, I didn’t understand, let alone remember….

The leg turned out… what PT said, it has to do with the hips and it hit… Yokota AFB Japan 1985 and they kept saying your hip is weird and your right leg is shorter than your left, yada, yada, yawn… and they sent me to Trippler and I got told Pagets…

Okay… lets get back to the leg… squeal… come to find out, the way I was beaten by Don Bagwell, he displaced my hips… Now I’m betting this all goes back to Texas, the near death… the Severe TBI, the Stroke, the Spinal Cord injury… throw in some already started neuropathy and the cauldron just need stirring and mommy and Peggy helped with that….

What’s this mean in my rambling… it means the leg turn out wasn’t a result from the stroke…. If it was stroke, it would have other symptoms, being my hip or basically my whole body was a punching bag… everything was out of whack and no one told me, the doctors or the police or me….. or me…. or me…. just holy crap on a cracker the depravity of christians and how they make you feel guilty for their behavior… so over it… so totally over it….

So… when Texas happened, I started sleeping on my side, with my hand between my knees, usually my left, because I couldn’t control my left hand correctly…. making sense yet… stroke symptom… okay…

The leg turning out, has happened to both legs…. It’s the left one in the picture and for the last few years, since El Paso Operated on my leg it’s been my right… so what does that mean…

I’m to flexible….. yep you heard me… I’m toooooooooo flexible… quit laughing, hubby likes it…

It means the muscles in my whole body have to work harder to do the job your body finds easy to do… which is why I struggle with exercise… I get so worn out, because my muscles have to work harder, because, I’m too flexible…

Let me put it this way, I can bend over, knees locked and touch the floor flat handed… Can you even touch the floor without bending your knees??? I’m soon to be 66 years old, it’s not normal for women my age to be this flexible… so what does that mean…

You got me, but all the injuries and my flexibility are connected… just got to put the puzzle pieces in the right spot… so close to having this all solved….

Spinal cord injury was not on my radar… everything else under the sun was… but not my spinal cord and according to PT… Don probably injured it on several occasions, according to my memories and the symptoms…. such nice christians to beat upon a child…

PT also agreed, the likelyhood that Don herniated my neck in 1971, when he knocked me across the room, that hernia is what corrected it’s self, earlier this year… all 3 disc… he also explained the arthritis and stenosis in more detail and truly…. it’s like talking to the choir, but it’s affirmation of the trauma two christian adults with their little minnie me’s did to this womans body, when she was a child… yep… nice people, christians…

Sgt. USAF DAV I remember… Margie…

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