Emotions… Do you have control???

Honest what started out as setting things straight, couldn’t have gone more wrong….

In the end we were made to feel guilty about ending a relationship with someone we really didn’t know…

I keep going back to the same thoughts…. should have never made hubby stay an help after his dad’s death … I looked at it from the point of view, dad would be happy knowing we did whats right… not whats christian, but what was human… an people put emotion into the equation… We didn’t, they did…

I write all the time, lying to me an fake relationships just don’t make for a good foundation …. Truth does….

So, we were honest an now we both have a sour taste from the Whole experience, from start to finish….

This was hubby’s family, I was accepted by his dad an tried to know the wife, but when you talk an get told they aren’t getting involved an you expect us to have an emotional attachment, Real life doesn’t work that way, it works with truth, not lies an fake behavior….

This lesson , just shows how much religion screws up the brain an screws with your emotions…

I told hubby, I was all for living somewhere, when we know why we are moving… right now pandemic has all the say…

Relationships aren’t built on emotions they are built on trust… too many so called adults let us down by not being adult an we are just a little fed up with narcissistic behavior an made to feel guilty for our honesty…

So over religion an dumbing down the brain…

M…

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