Doing what’s right???

Ever study psychology or read it… Did you know Freud was a cocaine addict and he’s the father of psychology… so I take his teachings with a grain of salt… just like I take anything a christian says with a grain of salt…

Both are addictions… one to a drug, another to a lifestyle that people wear like a suit… doubt me… oh please, look at Trump, I mean are we going to go there???

I tried the christian thing, only because it was beaten into me… I wasn’t given a choice or free will, because that would violate the fake family dynamic that was pure evil and violence, because of christianity… doubt me… really, do we got to go there??? Get your head out of your ass to learn… it really has to get stinky after a while, stagnating and not exploring the what if’s….

When hubby’s parents got ill and he followed me to Arkansas before that happened… well that’s wrong, his mom had cancer before we moved… but… hubby moved, because I asked him… I was just beginning my journey to discover the truth…

We get there and I can’t stand to be around my family, not my parents, not my siblings… I didn’t like any of them, they were all fakes… they were christians… or that’s the label they chose to hide behind, like Trump does… and the evangelicals and the yada, yada, yawn….

With in a year or so, we get word about his dad… Bankrupt, trying to get on our feet and hubby wants to go home… so I make it happen… on our disability income…

When the credit allowed, we bought a truck and 5th wheel, so that we could travel between Washington and Arkansas at a more realistic way and keeping us out of rentals and other peoples germs…

All this time, I had told hubby in 03, my own dad was dying and thus the move to Arkansas… he died in 06… another prediction that was so easy, it was obvious…

So back and forth between those states, my health care lost in all this, but hubby got his, his parents and mine got theirs… but I did the right thing and guess what I don’t resent it… I resent being used… but I don’t resent my choices…

Doing the right thing is not a religious belief… it’s a HUMAN VALUE, that religion trods upon….

I did no foul to my in law siblings, but treated like dirt beneath their feet they did to me and like the day hubbys mom said in the bingo hall as we passed her table and I stated….

Hi mom and her reply, loudly… I’m not your mother… that was around 2000 or so, timelines and I don’t work well… hubby’s expression when his own mother did that was priceless and it dissolved when he saw mine…

I ignored the womans rude vulgar behavior and busted up laughing… knowing my own birth mother did a hell of lot worse than just use words to hurt me… she killed me….

So doing the right thing, isn’t a religious choice…

It’s a human choice… religion has no humanity and never will, it’s religion, devoid of humanity for one sole purpose…

Controlling you….

I remember…. Margie…. Sgt. USAF DAV survivor….

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