Sometimes it just hits ya wrong…

As my neck gets more stable and the pressure on the central nervous system backs off.… my cognitive ability is coming back in spades, hearts, clubs, diamonds… yada, yada, yawn…. okay so I’m smart… nothing wrong with that…

In Arkansas, after the Tuscon VA found a lump in my breast in 06… in 2010, the Arkansas VA put a metal MRI clip in my left breast…. about 2011, I told the doctor at the Las Cruces VA clinic I was having pain and pointed to it…. and she tested me for gout??? I just blew my lips… gets the dogs riled up… lol….

Guess what the clip is made of??? Yep, Nickle and other metals…. and if you have an allergy to costume jewelry, which I have always had…. you are going to be allergic to the clip in your breast and it’s going to hurt….

Between this and the other condition I don’t talk about… I will never know when I’m having a heart attack…. Never…. and that’s is in the text books for my conditions….

Holy crap on a cracker… the VA hurt me again and is still hurting me… I complained, told a doctor the issue and she didn’t do her job… yet, somehow… the VA always blames the patient and never owns their inability to do a professional job… Trump proves that everyday…. blame and not do a job…. let alone be professional…. I take that back… He’s a Professional Bully….

It really is coming down to the fact, any kind of surgery on my neck or back to make them stable… won’t involve metal… and that’s what they use… and plastics aren’t any better… I quit using plastics in my kitchen for our food… I use all glass…. funny, the allergies were right in front of my face and I missed it all, just because of my neck putting pressure on my nerves to the brain….

Ya know… hubby is used to this… he’s watch the change and he’s watched the independence come forward… the man knows… never treat me any less than your equal or you can hit the door, with it back slapping you on the way out… and truth be told… that goes for anyone, who wants to be in my life…. Never play me… you won’t like the lesson I will teach you….

Hugs, lovey dovey and all that jazz… that is a religious tactic that makes you want to rely on anyone but yourself…. took me a long time to learn that lesson… Be it my kids, birth family or friends… your body language says so much more than your mouths… and I will always use that against you…. Always… if you screw with me….lots of kissing emojis…..

My house, before 2000 was always grand central station…. by the time we bought the motor home and moved to Seattle, things were changing and we left it up to them to keep in touch… gave them video cameras and such, so we could watch our grand kids grow….

Want to know how many videos and pictures we got the last 20 years????

According to my computer, which tags those things…. there are years, were we got nothing…. and that trend continues today, with the gift of more video cameras and such…. we have seen nothing in our mail box or in box at email…. yep, we changed… they didn’t….. face book was their communication choice… lazy to the core…

So for me… it’s about making the body stronger… work to keep my neck from hurting the brain anymore and I am almost sure, the neurologist is going to tell me, my memory loss that is temporary, is because of my neck… it’s the only profile that fits… now that I know… it is going to make life so much more interesting for me and amusing for hubby…. because my kids think they know me….

Know one knows Margie… she died and they never met her and oh lordy…. are they in for a rude awakening… you been warned…. lots of devil emojis…

I remember Margie… Sgt. USAF DAV

For anyone truly paying attention, did you get what is missing??? The operating table in El Paso was Nov 2011… an I still hadn’t remembered my metal allergy… so what ever happened on Japan in 86, that made me so sick, impacted my memories… neurology is one fascinating subject…

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