Cervical Stenosis by Trauma… TBI, Memory loss…

Alrighty, pissed off no more, lets write about what I wanted to, to begin with…

For decades, the sound of clicking in my spine and neck have been a constant companion, since the Japan beating of 1968, that left me with a herniated C5-6 and spinal damage… that’s after the severe TBI and stroke of 67… damn, christians just got to control don’t they???? I was 14, when the damage to my spine and neck happened… nice people these christians…

That being said…

The clicking… it’s annoying, but it’s one of my memory triggers and one of the things that pushed me to get answers, because the sound has been with me since 1968…. by the time I entered the military in 77… my body was already betraying me and I didn’t know why… I didn’t remember… but I had clues…

I told hubby writing the book will close this chapter of my life… but with us on lock down and the world in a tail spin with the virus… that closure is a ways off, unless we can get moved off Hawaii and into the country of the state of choice….

The memory loss, that has me boggled… but it’s related to the stenosis and brain injuries… so I’m looking forward to my next neurology appointment… he will have his thoughts on the MRI’s & MRA….

So how does stenosis and memory loss work and how did it come into play, on Japan in 86, when I got that flu and lost time or memory, you name it???… so yea, I have questions about this stenosis and how it has impacted me since 1968… and the military doctors missed it and got it so wrong… but they tried, until the rape and attempted murder of my kids on a federal installation… after that… I’ve been playing catchup with life…. so many distractions on my own road to recovery…. life, and I had to live it… I gave birth and made the choice to own it… not my best decisions in life… as I’m finding out…

Regardless, the stenosis is the culprit of all the problems with my brain and body…. it only took me 50 plus years to get answers, because the federal government hide the truth… they aren’t doing so good a job at that now… hiding the truth… you yahoos are dying because of their form of truth…. welcome to the real world of politics and power… and using gods to control you…. just wow on selling your soul for man’s man made alternate reality….but hey, Trumps spritual advisor wants money to fancy up her feet… so, go for it.. pay away…

Yep, Hawaii, with all it’s issues… is a very safe place to be during this pandemic… but I’m ready to go home, where ever that may be… an just for the curious who is really reading this… this stenosis, is likely why I have vision issues…. that appt is this month… eye surgeon…. maybe…

I remember… Margie… Sgt. USAF DAV

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